My mind is filled with so many thoughts lately and I can’t seem to ever get them to make sense to anyone but me. However I am gonna try so here I go.
I turn 30 in less than a month, and I am dreading this birthday more than any other. People tell me that my 30s are goi ng to be great but I am not so sure. In my mind I feel like I haven’t accomplished all that I thought I would by the time I turned 30. I think I want a party but I am not sure how to plan something as big as I would like. Thankfully I am off of work that day so maybe I will just spend the day alone at the pool.
The movie Up Close and Personnal makes me cry everytime I watch it, I don’t know why but I really enjoy the movie. Everyone should watch it.
I am trying to plan a trip home before holiday hits (which starts the beginning of October for WS) My parents really wanted me to come home since I haven’t done a proper visit since 2006. However it is hitting a snag, my dad has this idea that he wants to spend the month of september in Wyoming camping. Crazy if you ask me, he told me that I could still come home and stay at the house. It seems wrong to go home when my parents aren’t there.
I wish I liked music more I am jealous of all my friends that are gifted in music and it makes them feel something deep inside. Music doesn’t do that for me and I truly feel that people look down on me for that.
Shopping at Walmart stresses me out, there are too many people there. I would rather spend a few extras dollars overall and shop somewhere that doesn’t make me go crazy.
Life is quickly passing me by and I am beginning to worry that I don’t take enough chances in life.
The olympics are starting in less than 2 weeks and I am so excited, I can’t wait to watch. I have no life…..
Did I mention I am turning 30?????
Blah…til next time

Once upon a time I was a runner! Okay so it was when I was 11 or something like that but still I used to run and I think I liked it. Over the last so many years I have started to run and quit soon after, life always gets in the way or at least that has been my excuse.
The thing is that I admire runners and watch them from a distance. My current manager is a runner and she gets up every morning and runs for an hour covering about 6-8 miles a day. She has lots of energy and she ran a marathon in january.
A year and a half ago I wrote that I wanted to run a half marathon I turned 30. That won’t be happening as I turn 30 in 39 days, but I do want to be a runner.
So here goes nothing, I am going to go to bed early and get up early and begin my journey as a runner and I am going to share my experience on my sad little blog.